lalala. the interviews are over :) they went qt well i think... well i thot so anyway haha. just glad tt God has given me peace of mind over the matter so i know that whatever the outcome its in His hands and of His will. yupps. i just tank him so much for even bringing me thus far and for being with me through the interviews! indeed without him i am nothing :)
today was a really long day. woke up (thanks for the call :)) den i went for my interviews den met rubs and zareen for a yummy lunch at holland v heh. we always eat like too ex places tho!! no more money haha. oh wells. den i went church for camp com meeting which was... well. nvm but anyway i left early cos i was meeting marcus for dinner. crystal jade and i good chat and im back home! gosh. a looooooooooooong day... out for like 12 hrs lah!yupps.
haihz. dunno lah i guess everyone is more tense because its coming up so soon and we still have so much to do but well. dunno lah. just keep praying for unity and love i guess. everyone has a different way of doing things and no one way is the best so just try to accept i guess. dunno lah. i just dun like tension haha. yah. esp when more stressful times are ahead of us... pray!
anyway..... im so glad tt we made up! haha. dunno lah. it seems so dumb y we were angry with each other but i can never be angry with ya for long i guess... at least face to face lah haha. and well. i will just erase certain insinuations out of my mind. i guess i do miss ur friendship alot and i know that u did alot for me... just... dunno lah. nvm. forget it. its you and me
ooooooh. and marcus chin u better keep ur big mouth shut abt wad we discussed ok. :)
okies. i wanna watch friends haha. i think i shld just give up la. i have some female friends can liao lah haha. like.... bin! and zareen! and jac! and deb too :) love ya all loads. oh btw jac i got ur eggs from ivana haha.
anddddddd. im in trouble. dunno lah. seeking God abt something and well. He doesnt really seem to be saying anything which is qt disturbing. silence is consent? im confused lah. wadeva. trying not to think abt it but its qt hard. im a fool lah. tim is rite. A HUGE FOOL.
today was a really long day. woke up (thanks for the call :)) den i went for my interviews den met rubs and zareen for a yummy lunch at holland v heh. we always eat like too ex places tho!! no more money haha. oh wells. den i went church for camp com meeting which was... well. nvm but anyway i left early cos i was meeting marcus for dinner. crystal jade and i good chat and im back home! gosh. a looooooooooooong day... out for like 12 hrs lah!yupps.
haihz. dunno lah i guess everyone is more tense because its coming up so soon and we still have so much to do but well. dunno lah. just keep praying for unity and love i guess. everyone has a different way of doing things and no one way is the best so just try to accept i guess. dunno lah. i just dun like tension haha. yah. esp when more stressful times are ahead of us... pray!
anyway..... im so glad tt we made up! haha. dunno lah. it seems so dumb y we were angry with each other but i can never be angry with ya for long i guess... at least face to face lah haha. and well. i will just erase certain insinuations out of my mind. i guess i do miss ur friendship alot and i know that u did alot for me... just... dunno lah. nvm. forget it. its you and me
ooooooh. and marcus chin u better keep ur big mouth shut abt wad we discussed ok. :)
okies. i wanna watch friends haha. i think i shld just give up la. i have some female friends can liao lah haha. like.... bin! and zareen! and jac! and deb too :) love ya all loads. oh btw jac i got ur eggs from ivana haha.
anddddddd. im in trouble. dunno lah. seeking God abt something and well. He doesnt really seem to be saying anything which is qt disturbing. silence is consent? im confused lah. wadeva. trying not to think abt it but its qt hard. im a fool lah. tim is rite. A HUGE FOOL.
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